Heartbreak

Have you ever had to hold yourself from falling apart? Has your body ever shook and quivered uncontrollably? Without even a thought passing through your mind, without you to even understand why.

Do you ever feel like the hole in your stomach get so big you have to crunch over in a ball to keep pressure on what feels like an open wound? Have you ever cried and cried and couldn't stop, asking the universe why? Why does it happen every time?

Do you ever get so overwhelmed with the immense amount of shock you could stare at the wall for hours? With a blank mind and catatonic state you're just there, feeling empty, feeling hole. Do you ever disassociate with life? As if your emotions are too much to bear you suppress them down without even acknowledging you do so.

Were you made to believe the way you felt wasn't justified to another person? Have you ever wanted to just talk to the that person to figure out why, how this even happened? And they ignore you. They completely disregard you and the pain they've caused, so you're left alone. Drowning in your thoughts and feelings to figure out by yourself. You are no longer you and this person, you’re just you now. Let to sort through it all alone. 

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my intention for this writing is to reveal that I am not perfect, life is not perfect, and love is not perfect. I intent for this to be real and to provide space for anyone experiencing heartbreak. know you are not alone. 

Image by Danielle Noel