Lost/Home

I am finding myself piece by piece everyday

As the answers are coming in astray

For not having somewhere stable to be

I feel so lost yet oddly free.

Two weeks ago I was back with my family

Spending time together was my therapy

Last week when I was in the middle of the state

With nothing to do I would sit, reflect, and meditate

Now I’m back at the beach with my toes dug in the sand

The wind swirling my hair as the waves crash onto land

I am happy for I finally get to travel and explore

But now I understand be careful what you wish for

To be stable when you live unstably

To feel grounded in a place that isn’t your own

I feel a bit lost and floating in space

Letting life take me by the wind and my soul in its place

When my bottom tier isn’t fulfilled

How may I reach self-actualization

And transcend when I know that’s what my soul is meant to do?

I guess it means I’ll just have to create a home within myself

And transpire with you 𓂃 ོ𓂃

Image by Danielle Noel